March 2009
20 posts
Day #078
to explain this, i’m going to direct everyone to my main tumblr (click). this basically holds my thoughts of today. we have a test on the breakfast club tomorrow in health.
Day #077
the closer i get to going away, the more i realize how hard it’s going to be to leave this place. sure, it’s never been kind to me, but it seems like home never is until you’re ready to leave. i think it takes you up until this point to grow up and start to realize what’s important in your life. regardless of all the horrible things that have happened, i’ve made...
Day #076
old picture, because i’m failing at updating this right now. once the whole college epidemic is over, i’ll be able to get life back on track. today i didn’t do too much. i cleaned out my drawers and i’m going shopping this weekend. i love getting new clothes. as for today’s picture choice, i was thinking about vibe’s finest moments and this one right here...
Day #075
this ticket came in the mail today. i am beyond stoked to go see versa again. i seriously have fallen head over heels for those kids.
Day #074
this is my sad attempt at trying to study for french. i cannot do well in this class no matter how hard i try. it’s ridiculous. i really do regret taking this class because there’s no way in hell that i’m going to do well on the AP.
Day #073
i’m going to be so happy when this college process is over. at midnight, i found out that i got into the honors program at delaware with a six thousand dollar scholarship. delaware was in my top three schools as well, so i am definitely stoked that i got in. this decision is going to be so much harder than i ever thought it would be. i’m just ready to go.
Day #072
and so the college saga continues. last night i got into american university. this is actually in my top 3 schools, so it’s a huge possibility that i’ll wind up going to au. something about washington dc fascinates me and i would be more than happy to spend the next four years of my life in that city.
Day #071
dear world, i need to be employed asap. after talking to a certain singer last saturday, i realized that i really do need to stay home this summer so that i can support who and what i love. so the past couple of days have been spent applying for jobs. i have to give this one in and find a few more places to apply to. hopefully i’ll get something within the next month and have it throughout...
Day #070
nothing really has been going on in my life lately, so i figured i’d give day 70 to a person who truly deserves it.
meet the most important person in my life. it must sound super cliché to anyone who talks to me about him, but the kid in this picture is the most important one to walk into my life in the past year. he keeps my head held up high and my feet planted firmly on the ground....
Day #069
that’s all there is to it. i miss them.
Day #068
so why do i have two steadfast dog tags? usually i’m careful to share my stories with people, but i figure this one could do no harm to me. over the past two months, the back side of the tag has been fading. i honestly haven’t taken that thing off since i got it in january so it’s no wonder that it was completely fading away. saturday night when i went over to marshall, after...
Day #067
my weekend would’ve been nothing without the five girls in this picture. they’ve been with me through it all and at the end of the day, i am so thankful to have them in my life.
Day #066
today could easily be considered one of the best days of my life. we got up mad early to drive to hartford, connecticut for the last day of the cab. the road trip there was fun. there were dance parties to metro station and 3oh!3 along the way. seeing the moops and the babies, santa, the naked man, the making out couple. there were so many insane things going on. most of all, today taught me to...
Day #065
my bags are packed, i’m ready to go.
i didn’t really do that much today. i came home from school and packed for connecticut since i’m leaving bright and early tomorrow morning. i saw jess for a little bit and that was really it. i need to get a lot of sleep tonight because i won’t be sleeping at all tomorrow.
Day #064
i haven’t had a lot of time today at all, so i’m not posting a new picture. instead, i’ll post this from my birthday show back in december. this is cassadee giving me my birthday shoutout during hey monday’s set. i really miss those kids a lot.
Day #063
today in school, we used these questions as part of an activity. talking to a classmate that i’m not friends with about these things was really strange. for more about it, go here to my main blog. i wrote an entire thing about it. besides that, it was a typical day of school. yearbook is slowly taking over my life and i honestly can’t wait until the day it’s done.
Day #062
today was my first day back at school since last tuesday and it was overwhelming. i am so far behind in everything. i also had to update a lot of people on the current situation of my life because they haven’t heard much since last week. i came home to the leak of punk goes punk volume 2 and fall out boy trail, so this will basically be my night.
Day #061
the view from the window from my house. today we got something like 15-18 inches of snow, i can’t believe it. there was a snow day, clearly, and i spent a lot of the day just listening to music and relaxing. i always love staying home from school, but i haven’t been there in six days. i think it’s probably time to get back there.
Day #060
this is the basic summary of my entire night. one chatroom, two of my best friends. we’re making plans for roadshow philly, and let me just say, i could not be more stoked. not too much went on today. i went to NSAL to volunteer, so the typical sunday. all the dramarama in my life ended directly after that. i went to the mall with my mom. there’s a snow day tomorrow. i could not be...
Day #059
sometimes all it takes to cure feelings from a disasterous week is some amazing friends, shopping therapy, and a great plan to get out of the state for a weekend.
it was really nice to finally get out of my house after being on lockdown for three days because of my stomach virus. i went to the mall with jess, lauren and germ with plans to shop for the cab. i wound up turning around and spending...
February 2009
27 posts
Day #058
more blasting from the past since today was my third and final day that i stayed home sick. this stomach virus is really killing me. ben showed up the message kieren had written for him at the sing it loud show on the 19th. probably one of the funniest things ever. i love those boys.
Day #057
i’ve been getting more and more sick every day since last week. i don’t know what’s going on, but today i had a fever, my stomach was messed up, and i can’t stop coughing. i don’t really want to deal with anything anymore. so since nothing really has been going on over the past few days, i figured i’d go back in time a little bit. i miss pure happiness at...
Day #056
i drove to school this morning only to walk in, talk to a few people, turn around and drive home. i was up super late last night dealing with the never-ending drama of the past week or so and just felt so sick and i couldn’t stay in school. as you can see, i look like a complete mess. me and my puppy had some insane bonding time. i told him everything that was going on. he’s the best...
Day #055
happy national pancake day, everyone! i feel like today, i didn’t stop laughing. i think it’s something that i really needed. school wasn’t too bad. being a senior doesn’t require putting a lot of effort into things, so it’s all easy. i left school after 7th period, came home for 8th, and drove back 9th. instead of going to yearbook, we made a red mango pit stop...
Day #054
who am i now? really.
today i went back to school for the first time after vacation. i had a really hard time staying awake all day. being a second semester senior is so pointless somtimes (or always).
Day #053
nothing really happened today. i have gotten a cold over the past few days, so i slept for most of the day. this picture is from sing it loud on thursday. i’m having trouble bringing myself to want to wear this bracelet, but it travels everywhere with me. this is on the stage at highline ballroom. i thought the lighting was really cool.
Day #052
and i said i’d never let him live this down. i wasn’t lying.
Day #051
today i went into the city with my family. we went to jekyll and hyde for dinner which was probably made me laugh the most i have in the past three days. i pretty much got harassed by the characters there. then we walked around times square until we went to go see mary poppins. say what you will, but the show was great. i had a good time today which was nice since the past few days have been...
Day #050
nate flynn and i have done bridges together for almost a full year now. never once have we cleared an entire room full of people just so that we could make it happen. it was quite the scene and i know for a fact that the picture on my camera was not the one one taken. sing it loud was definitely fun tonight and it was nice seeing them all again. my head’s just a little fucked up from the...
Day #049
moral of the story…always get your ten bucks. there’s nothing more to be said about this night.
Day #048
i didn’t do too much today. i drove to the bank in my pajamas and these sunglasses to get money for tomorrow. i picked up my brother. i went to dunkin’ with jess. i never got dressed the entire time. moral of the story, i’m going to look like the ultimate tool with these sunglasses tomorrow.
Day #047
today i went to the broadway mall with jess and germ. who knew three people could spend almost two hours in one single store? i seriously am a five year old at heart, between playing with all the ridiculous toys in target to trying to fit myself into one of those rides made for three year olds. then we went to panera for dinner. good times, good times. vacation has been so fun so far…and...
Day #046
i was looking through some random girl’s pictures, and she had this picture of the mule from today’s show. sitting on the dashboard, you can see johnson’s frog and cash’s “hippo” that we gave to them last sunday. it makes me happy to know they didn’t get rid of them right away and that they’re still in the van, not under a pile of crap. those boys...
Day #045
happy valentine’s day, everyone! the guy in this picture was my valentine for the day. we’ve had some good times. tonight i spent the night at the crazy donkey for push play’s valentine’s day show. quite honestly, anything is better than spending the night home alone on v-day, including this. there was always a reason i stayed away from their type of music and tonight...
Day #044
the two items in this picture sums up my day. i got home from school and started to plan what may be the roadtrip me and two of my friends are taking over our spring break. it’s senior year and rather than go to the bahamas and get completely trashed, we’d rather roadtrip to florida (and only get semi-trashed….i joke). but anyway, this is what the game plan looks like right...
Day #043
i came home from a very long day at school (i didn’t get home until about 5:15) to this at my door. i think the blue vinyl looks really awesome and it’s really amazing to see this cd go vinyl. i think later tonight i’m going to go sit in the basement and use the record player so i can listen to it. either that, or i’ll just sit here and look at it some more. i’m...
Day #042
today i started my journal for health. we are required to write two entries every two weeks that she will collect and read. sandi, my health teacher, is the absolute shit, so i’m not worried about what i write in there. my first entry was all about sunday. i have been wanting/needing to write down my analysis of every moment, but i don’t feel safe putting it in a blog anymore. a lot...
Day #041
this is the beginning of my health folder. the directions were to decorate it in any way you liked. just put things on it that you love. i realized that the two things i love in my life are my friends and my music (and the boys involved in that), so i printed out all these pictures and started taping them on. i’ll probably rearrange this another 500 times, but these pictures are the ones i...
Day #040
i went to school first period, only to come home 42 minutes later because i realized i couldn’t concentrate on anything. i don’t know whether it was lack of sleep or just pure nostalgia that was keeping me from paying attention, but whatever it was, i sat through 42 minutes of math staring at the worksheet we were given. i came home, put on my new cab hoodie (above), and went to...
Day #039
it’s hard to say what it is i see in you.
today was finally my reunion with the cab at the secret valentine tour in poughkeepsie, ny. hana and i got the the venue around 11:45 and hung in the freezing cold wind with catherine and christine. it was definitely a worthwhile day, though there were so major setbacks (or more letdowns). i got to spend a lot of time with the boys and in the end,...
Day #038
i spent the day with lauren and jess today. first half was spent at lauren’s house. then we went to panera and back to jess’. then dunkin and then jess’ again. what’s a day without me driving to queens and completely missing where they live? anyway, we played some intense name that tune (my lyrical data base is amazing). it was an overall really fun day.
Day #037
tonight i went to sing at my school because it’s my senior year and the seniors always win. it was actually hysterical and i was so happy that i decided to go this year since i decided not to every other year. each team (seniors, juniors, and fresh/soph) are required to make a skit relating to a theme, have a boys dance and a girls dance, plan an entrance, do a march, and write an alma...
Day #036
this is around the time i get home now that third quarter has started and i have the last period of the day off. it’s really great, but now i get bored much more easily. i have a really busy weekend ahead of me and honestly, i don’t think i’m free for a single minute of it.
Day #035
this has been sitting in my room for far too long. i’m just happy to get it out of my sight in four days. sure, i love looking at what’s in the bag because it makes me think of the boys, but i’d rather them have this stuff than me.
Day #034
i found this in the stall of the bathroom today (i know, weird). i didn’t know people actually did this. i mean, write on the bathroom walls. it was just interesting, because when people don’t have to say who they are, they all possess the same feelings. you wouldn’t know the girls in my school know what heartbreak is, but it seems to me like there’s a lot you can’t...
Day #033
someone explain to my why the take action ticket is ridiculously large. did livenation really find it necessary to make a ticket that could not easily be shoved in my wallet? was it really necessary to make it all colorful and have a picture on it? i swear, i don’t understand this at all. anyway, my take action ticket came today and i’m so stoked to see the anarbor boys there....
Day #032
the super bowl was tonight. i was actually kinda bummed that the cardinals didn’t win, even though the steelers winning saved me from seeing Gunz in a speedo. i have family and friends in arizona and it would’ve been nice for them if the cardinals had won. however, i had a really fun night with my neighbor and her family. i don’t really hang out with her much except for when i...
January 2009
31 posts
Day #031
this basically sums up what my entire day has been so far - tissues, tv, hydration, cell phone and bed. being sick absolutely sucks, but at least i have some great friends to talk to me and keep me company while i’m on lockdown. it’s just another day and experience during which i am so thankful for the people who are my friends and who i’ve met over the past year. life is just...
Day #030
i think this was the last time i didn’t have to put on a fake smile while taking pictures with a band member. don’t get me wrong, i love hanging out and meeting people, but there was something different about may 6th. just before this picture was taken, marshall and i had been yelling at each other, creating a huge scene that people were just watching. when he dragged me into this...
Day #029
i woke up feeling really sick today, but i had to go into school to work on the yearbook because today was our first deadline. i got in at 9 and didn’t leave until around 3. that was too many hours in school on my day off. now that i’m home, i’m going to take a much deserved nap.